Sunday, November 28, 2010
For 5 years +, nothing good has really happen to me ; 7:42 AM
Yes, I am not a very optimistic guy. I am always picture the worst case scenario and get myself paranoid. For 5 years +, I don't really remember what nice have happen. Lets track back in time and recap what have happen if i can still remember it.
For the first valentine I ever attempted, well i remember I gave a box of ferrero rocher. Then comes birthday where I gave a jacket. Next comes what? I can't really remember them all. There is one event I can't forget. I remember once she was sick. It was near moon cake festival. That day I was in school then I heard she was sick and got to stay at home. So I deceive my dearest form teacher Mr Lim that I was sick and left school early. SORRY MR LIM I abusive your trust in me. =X She is more important than school work. And yes, brother Jon came along and I am lucky he was there. If he isn't, I won't have the candle I have to make the candles with her name for her. I did it because I overheard her saying she miss last year moon cake festival and this year she is missing it too. That boy friend of hers ( now is ex ) never stay to take care of her. He went off to enjoy his day after visiting her. I despise that.
This is what I did. =]Well another event That I won't forget is the valentine I had last year. I remember smsing her dam early to ask her if she is free on valentine cause I am really afraid I am one step slower than others. Yes, smsing her early was brother ernest idea. I really thanks him for that. =D If i didn't done so, I might never have the chance to go out with her that day. Well, that day isn't all the sweet 2 person affairs. I was joined by ah jon, Ernest and Kang (R)Kong. Well, the more the merrier I guess? =/
I bought her three red roses and 2 top. I not sure whether she like it or not. I bought it with the help of her sister. See I am blaming JOYCE for this. XD Overall, I enjoy that day really much. Maybe I should have done a little more that day. =/ I got my first ever picture with her that day and that picture is my prise asset now. I am not going to lose it for sure. Well, all of those incident happen before going into Poly. After going into Poly, I am like cursed. Met the wrong people, trust the wrong people and being too confident that nothing would go wrong. Well, I got to blame myself for it. Now I am still struggling to make things right again. Lot of odds are against me now. Like The different school, the cca, the friends around and the location I live.
With all these I talk about. I really hope something nice would happen for me. Please, I am running out of ideas. I can't focus at all having the problem bugging me. When I thought of what happen I completely loses my mood and focus on whatever I am doing. It affects me because I really care and its really important to me.
Every name mention in my post are very special people in my life. =]
please.... let something good happen. ='[
