Walking alone seeing couples always makes me wonder what do I still have to do?

This is what I pick up in the past 3 years +.

Learning to be understanding is something that took me a long time. It took many misunderstanding to teach me how important understanding means.

Learning to be romantic. I tried different ways to impress her and to surprise her. Still eager on picking up more so that I can surprise her with different gifts.

Control my jealousy. I am easily jealous and tend to imagine things to the worst possible senario. Always panic and ask stupid questions to her is what I used to do. Now I learn to trust and to belive her.

Learning to be patient. I learn to wait for her to reply me instead of messaging her repeatedly. That was something I did really badly in the past.

Being sincere and honest to her. Ideas for gift must be something that I come up with. She likes people to be sincere. Things I tell her have to be true cause she don't like people to lie to her.

I guess there are still alot for me to learn. I have not reach the passing mark to qualify as her Mr right. I feel that I can be much better than this. I need to perfect myself. I must give her the best. I must... cause she is the only one I love. I wanna give her the world if it is possible.


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I still having problems of my own to keep my mouth shut at times. People ask me about you and I would start telling and saying how great you were and show a picture of you to them. I am sorry If this makes you unhappy. I promise I will get rid of this bad habit.

Currently working as much as I can now. Hoping to save up for my future.
Leaving my CCA as I was left with no option. There are 3 reason which I didn't want to leave. Team-mates, competition and a important, unreplaceable friend of mine. First thing first, so i have to leave. Sorry guys.

First few days at my work place and everything seem fine. Maybe because I haven gotten the hectic shift time yet. Currently working as many days as I can. For a comfort future I must work.

Sonic brothers, we been throught good times and bad times. I believe this group of people will last all the way. We would definitely be able to meet up again in the future where we bring our wife and kids along. =D

My GPA sucks. Need to reorganise my time and focus on my studies. Going to stay in school till night time if I am able to. I got a job in hand too so I might be that free everyday.

Wei Xian and Wille. Never ask me go out for so long liao ah! BETTER SMS OR CALL ME SOON! Don't lose contact!

Class 5N2 of 2008! Meet up! Gather often to play! Please don't SENTOSA again ok? XD